Battling bulimia
Monday, January 19th, 2009I mainly lurk around but I came across some interesting posts on these boards recently and I was wondering if this could be the answer to my ever demanding eating disorder which at the moment is clearly in control. I have suffered and battled this beast for too long and recently I was just debating if maybe lc was for me. I love this way of eating and find it extremely easy, I never feel deprived, I never feel hungry. I have a fairly easy going menu and I never indulge in deli meat or processed foods. However there are two things that trigger or seem to trigger a binge, Nr:1 artificial sweeteners and secondly cheese. I love cheese 100g piece is nothing for me and I can snack on it without flinching however that is quite a few calories and I know I do have too watch calories at my weight if i want to maintain. Artificial sweeteners tend to make me hungry and after reading more posts I noticed a trend in that direction and I have to admit I have fallen prey to my guilt and recently the ugly beast has reared its head along with my guilt and so this viscious circle continues. I have almost come clean with caffein which I know was also a trigger for me and on good days I am so convinced that I can overcome this disorder it is inconceivable for me to acknowledge that the following day I am again victim to myself. It is so frustrating. I am looking for a simple solution this time: no therapy, meds or deep analysis. I just want a simple answers, give up cheese, give up diet soda and you are a for away!!!
Ha, Ha,Ha is it ever so simple? Just thought I would share a theory,

