I Can See Clearly Now (pics)
Friday, March 20th, 2009I’m going to do some full body/face before/current pics after Easter but I mentioned these in an earlier thread tonight and was inspired to figure out a way post them now.
I gained all of my weight on 4 straight years of high dose steroids for Lupus complications. I started LC’ing March 4, 2008. The before pic was taken that day or maybe the night before. The other was taken probably 5 weeks or so ago. Stomach and arms are looking even better now. I don’t weigh at home – don’t even own a scale but do weigh once a month at the Dr. She’d been tracking it and on the one year anniversary I’d lost 81 pounds. I’ve actually lost 101 in a year but I don’t count the first 20 here because I’m sure it was fluid from the steroids and came off very quickly as soon as I was able to stop them. I’d like to lose 20 – 30 more but my body feels like it’s on a constant trip thru h*ll and back with the Lupus so if this is where it decides it wants to stay I can absolutely live with it.
The main reason I wanted to post these is because I want to encourage others who might be having trouble seeing their own progress to try looking at pics of themselves differently. I said this in the other thread but when I compared this before picture with the picture I took standing in the same spot one year later I finally saw how much I’d lost. Looking at only myself in pictures or the mirror I would think ‘you still look awful’ but when I compared the two and looked at the ‘white’ space of the wall and how much was now visible, I cried. (Yes, I’m fully aware how silly that is.) Anyway, if you too are having problems really ’seeing’ how far you’ve come I encourage you to look at yourself in a different way. 



and said, "OMG!!!! You’ve lost weight! You look so skinny!!!"
This is the first time in a very, very long time anyone has said that. Truth is, I’m down only 2-3 pounds from my normal weight, but just having her notice was a great motivator. She started asking a lot of questions about low-carb and said that she’s been doing it but not losing. Come to find out, she’s been doing low carb AND low fat.
Talk about a recipe for disaster….I couldn’t stick to LC very long if I had to do low fat with it. Anyway…..what a great way to start my weekend! After 2-1/2 years I’m re-motivated to get to goal!