(Just Like) Starting Over
Friday, March 20th, 2009I cheated yesterday and today. Big time. Like pancakes, french fries, pizza and ice cream cheat. 
It started with some sugar free chocolate and then my cravings went out of control. I’m sure four weeks on Atkins with only one lb lost hadn’t really helped, either.
I need to avoid franken-foods. Obviously they trigger cravings and problems. Not sure why I’d never made that connection before… in hindsight, it’s obviously been a saboteur on many occasions.
And I have to commit to a lifetime woe. I have to do two weeks of induction and then add 5g every week or two.
I have to do cardio every day and weights 5x a week.
And the number on the scale does not change any of these things.
I just hate that I’m the typical yo-yo dieter and that I’ve never had a healthy bmi and every time I start to practice good eating and exercise habits, I sabotage myself in some ridiculous way.
It’s always a secret sabotage, too. How could I admit to my friends and coworkers that I secretly ate all that stuff after I made such a fuss about refusing carbage that they had offered?
But back to the beginning. It’s eggs and bacon for breakfast tomorrow, then tuna salad with two cups of lettuce, then corned beef and one cup of cabbage.
But I do wonder how many more beginnings there will be.
: I actually lost 7 pounds this week alone! I have been really limiting my carbs and my appetite has shrunk and I have no cravings–except for PMS time.
Now I’m confused, Am I doing something wrong with calculating the info. or is fitday really off, or are these the wrong nutritin info for the recipe?