For 3 plus weeks, i had been good when it comes to eating and working out, and i was enjoying it. All that kinda changed yesterday.I woke up not in my best of moods, my partner said somehing and i took it personally and my baby had a stuffed up nose and was not liking it. I also did not feel like going to the Y. So i decided to punish myself,,,,,i toasted a bagel,,,,two hrs later i toasted another bagel. That was it though,,,,,coz i did n ot eat again till the evening where i first had a grapefruit, then some pork with broccolli.
I feel like a failure and that is not so good.Though all i have had today is coffee and chicken salad,,,,,,am scared that i might cheat again,,,,,,,and it feels really horrible coz am all dreesed up to go to the Y, i just don’t think am gonna go,,,,,and am so not liking myself at the moment
I just hope you all are doing well and being strong